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shifty_gardenerSurreal things of the day: Everything. But also:
I'm drinking tea with vanilla ice cream in it rn because I ran out of milk. Why, self, why. It isn't as bad as it's been in the past, though?? maybe it's the kind of tea.
I decided to make a fanmix for myself (bc my car can always use more CDs) and I keep adding sad songs. ;___________; THiS IS NOT WHAT I INTENDED. I should just say no to the compulsion to add things just because the lyrics fit perfectly. SADNESS IS NOT WHAT I WANT.
I started watching London Spy, the one ben whishaw thing (Q from James Bond, yes I'm still somehow embroiled in that fandom rn) on Netflix, wherein he meets and dates this guy (Charlie from Kingsman) who then is killed and Q finds out he was a spy when he finds the body. It is filmed in such a quiet, from inside someone's head way, it's inteeense. Why are gay things so weird and/or tragic. I spent a while looking up lesbian films on imdb (following a list on the side of a miniseries where Sally Hawkins is a victorian age lesbian) and they all also look like weird thrillers. But one of them is a weird thriller with Eva Green in it, at least??? idk man, the world.
I have the vague impression that everything would get better/I'd stop feeling so cray if I went to the gym but it's Too Late for that. The time has passed.
I'm drinking tea with vanilla ice cream in it rn because I ran out of milk. Why, self, why. It isn't as bad as it's been in the past, though?? maybe it's the kind of tea.
I decided to make a fanmix for myself (bc my car can always use more CDs) and I keep adding sad songs. ;___________; THiS IS NOT WHAT I INTENDED. I should just say no to the compulsion to add things just because the lyrics fit perfectly. SADNESS IS NOT WHAT I WANT.
I started watching London Spy, the one ben whishaw thing (Q from James Bond, yes I'm still somehow embroiled in that fandom rn) on Netflix, wherein he meets and dates this guy (Charlie from Kingsman) who then is killed and Q finds out he was a spy when he finds the body. It is filmed in such a quiet, from inside someone's head way, it's inteeense. Why are gay things so weird and/or tragic. I spent a while looking up lesbian films on imdb (following a list on the side of a miniseries where Sally Hawkins is a victorian age lesbian) and they all also look like weird thrillers. But one of them is a weird thriller with Eva Green in it, at least??? idk man, the world.
I have the vague impression that everything would get better/I'd stop feeling so cray if I went to the gym but it's Too Late for that. The time has passed.
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Date: 2017-10-31 05:05 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2017-11-01 02:04 am (UTC)Let's just say I experimented a lot in high school.